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Sunday, November 15, 2009
The What Ifs of life
If i ever became a model, my personal motto will be:
" I'm a size 8 and I'm modeling! in your face size zeros!"

If i ever became stuck on some sicko scenario like those in saw, i'll just give up and die, no point suffering when i know i'm gonna die anyway, i dont want to give them the pleasure of seeing me in agony

If i ever win any jackpot, I won't be like those people who claim to save it all up for a rainy day or donate to charity, i'll spend most of it on shopping. i'll probably just donate 10% to SPCA and give like 20% to my family.

If i become a fashion designer, i'll swear to make it even bigger than Chanel or Gucci or Louis Vuitton.

If the world ended in 2012, i'll be one seriously emo person.

If anybody even bothers to check my blogs for updates, you rock!

* on a side note, samsung phones are good! they're suitable for people who get violent when they're pissed and like to throw things around. even after slamming my phone, still no scratches and the gadget still works like a charm!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
What went wrong?
it just doesn't feel right anymore.

i had this notion we were going to be those kind of friends who would last for a lifetime.
those that you read about in those lit-chick book of yours, those who would support each other through everything and go through every dispute without even a crack in their firm friendship.
Even when we quarreled, we managed to resolve everything.
So why can't we settle this problem now?

I know it may be largely my fault, blowing you off every time we made plans to do many of the things on our outing list, but i really didn't mean to disappoint you time and time again. I'm sorry for doing this. Now that you've more or less cut me out from your social circle, i finally know what I've been missing out on and it's you.

I've noticed this anonymity between us now whenever i try to communicate with you, be it sms or msn. You mentioned that it was exams, but now that they're over, this awkwardness still remains. i failed to treasure the precious friendship i had with you and now this. I guess I asked for it...
If only I had tried to make more time for you...

You were the only person who i felt could really connect with me, the only one whom i shared my important secrets with. and now, you're gone.
Somehow, i feel as though i've lost some part of my life altogether. i could count on you to listen to me when i'm down and i could count on you when i wanted a late night chat or just some random talks on the phone. Now that our relationship has become the equivalent of acquaintance statues, i feel afraid to even talk to you about what we enjoyed in the past. Our conversation has just been about safe topics like school, life and whatnot.

I miss you.
Badly.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
back from hibernation!! - from onsugar

hey people!!!

wo hui lai le! after sarah said something about nuffnang ads and earning money!

WHOO HOO~!

next step is find out how to insert the nuffnang ads into my blog... maan.. it's gonna be tough. maybe onsugar has some thread on this or something?

Anyway, click on my ad every time you visit my blog kay? heh, i have to start advertising my status now! God knows how many people have forgotten poor ol' Amanda): i'm blogging at HOME on a WEDNESDAY at 10.55 A.M! hehe, i'm still playing facebook! moving on to Sims 2 at abput 11.30! Pet Society has been kind to me these few weeks! letting me win 500 coins every 3 to 4 days...

last time, it used to be 500 coins every 3 to 4 weeks -.- see, going on hiatus works wonders! i bet the people behind Pet Society must be like " OH NO! we're losing another player! QUICK! spam her with all the 500 coins lottery wins!" when they noticed i wasn't logging in to PS that often anymore:D Also, make a pseudo account! and use that account to gift you stuff! MUAHAHAHA!

that's what i use my boyfriend's pet society account for:D so if you see random gifts by Daryn, ITS ME!:D

Thank god i have a boyfriend who loves me so much!:D

oooh! the Sky's a lovely colour of Gold-Grey! It makes Singapore look like Paris! YAY! loves! okay, gosh, i'm getting distracted by FB!

my throat hurts! i think i have tonsilitis ><>

i'm gonna advertise my blog on FB! :D:D

SPLONK!

:D

HAHA!

we succesfully carried out our covert mission!

can't wait for monday! it's gonna be teacher's day and we have a special celebration! plus, i so wanna see or hear someone's reaction:D

guys are just so goddamn clueless! :D they'll never know a hint even if it's like larger-than-life conspicuous! -.- okay that doesn't even make sense! whatever, you get what i'm trying to say. you're happy, i'm happy, the world goes round and round!

OMGOMGOMGOMG!

the bluetooth wireless control totally works man! i just used my listened to music from my phone through my lappy's speakers!

IN YOUR FACE CHON! BWAHAHAHAHHAHA

LOOK AT OUR CUTE BABIES!

Don't suan me okay, i know i have horrible photography skills ( what christine said) :D

burst 3 balloons just now though! maaan... i hope they find salvation in rubber heaven!

bluetooth control totally rocks socks! i feel so damn happy today! just got like $20:D WINDFALL~ hahahaha, found alot of nice, cheap shopping places! AM SO NOT GONNA SHARE MY KNOWLEDGE WITH YOU! i don't want those places filled with irritaing teeny boppers should you leak out these well kept secrets. if you really wanna know... i guess i could tell you one or two of them, BUT! GROVEL in front of me! MUAHAHAHAHA

BFFs don't have to though, they get the information FOC! :D

that's how much i love them!

our decorating didn't really go that well though, got interrupted by this eight-eyed monster with a prissy nose in the air and breasts tilted north

( according to chon:D go to her blog for details: goofypizzeria.onsugar.com)

i'm slowly being dehydrated cos the water in my jug gives me horrible aches!

my hypothalamus is therefore being stimulated as the water potential of my blood plasma is lower than normal, it in turn stimulates the piuitary gland which secretes more ADH( antidiuretic hormone) which increase the permeability of my kidney so that more water can be reabsorbed and the water potential of my blood plasma will return to normal!

i so deserve to pass my biology! damn that one mark!

had a great day! found out that i had at least 2 good results - english and pure history! *whoops in delight*

i'm finally able to get my buddy in KidsREAD to open up to me:D chon came to help out too and we spent most of the session drawing:D

Chon drew the love of her life while i drew these 2 horrible images of the supposed characters in the book we were reading

my buddy did something damn sweet! she gave me this picture with a ring, a flower, a boat with 2 people in it and a handbag house!

all coloured in varying shades of pink! HAHAHA

so cute right!

the other girl has selective autism and glares at everybody * shivers*

but she finally uttered something:D

we're making progress people!

meeting chon tmr morning to go popular to get some stuff:D SO EXCITED

and my luscious hair is making my heart palpitate! Shu Wei, i know you're jealous! HEE:D:D

the secret people... is to use ELLIPS, readily available at watson's. Priced at about $12, it contains 50 capsules of highly conecntrated hair vitamins. slather it on at night and wake up in the morning to Sleek Shiny Bouncy hair:D

ellips should sooooo pay me for advertising for them!

Currently wearing blue doreamon pyjamas, sitting in front of my SONY CS VAIO kiaping the phone and trying to comfort my boyfriend. I just asked him to shut up awhile ago and now he's emo-ing.Currently, our conversation is going like somewhat like this

Me: daaaaaaaaaaaaaarling, don't sad already lah!

Daryn: mmm

Me: DAAAAAAAAAAARLING): i'm SORRY, i didn't mean to ask you to shut up, i was just joking!

Daryn: mmm okay

-silence-

Life has been abit more interesting lately with the addition of Facebook and sorority life:Dplus Vera sent me The Great Escape accoustic version! so addictive laaah! i feel like i'm floating on cloud nine whenever i hear the song:D

Life today has been more or less horrible with me failing 3 papers but i received this super encouraging message from my beloved boyfriend and had my usual clique of friends - shu wei, hui min, alicia, vera, louisa to comfort me so was much better.

my hair is getting better by the day:D

its getting stronger, shinier and less frizzy, LOVES~!

my life has a new source of entertainment, chon's love of her life!

:D

my post may be abit dead today cos i think i'm kinda emo again...

MAN!

CHEER UP AMANDA!:D

Tuesday, July 14, 2009
YAY!
i'm in love with my Berry Purple Sony CS VAIO!
:D

i bought in like the last week of june hols( yes i know, i suck at updating my blog)
and i got a wad of $50 notes beforehand!
can you imagine how rich i felt!?
i even considered not buying my laptop and going on a shopping spree:D:D

anyway, my laptop is so bloody chio and so much faster then my lao pok pok desktop:D
i just saved $50 and i'm so darn proud of myself.
yah yah its not a big deal for you rich suckers out there but its a feat for me okay.
i camwhored with my cash but i was super unphotogenic that day for some sad reason.

okay, my fashion in posting is this, i will go on a hiatus for like months
but once its over, i'll spam like crazy:D
& i like my wavy hair:D

wave wave wave~
i just baked chocolate chip muffins and everybody said it was NICE!
maybe i should consider taking food sciences or something
F&N!
bought bloody lot of masks when i was at sasa and am getting addicted to them(:
christine says i'm adventurous or something cos i dare to try those kuku brands.
heh, i've always harboured this hope that one day i'll find some miraculous product that nobody has ever heard of.
if i do, i won't tell you unless you suck up to me cos i'm selfish that way! :D

MY PLAN FOR END OF YEAR HOLS

Once SPA is over,i'll look for A JOB *angels start singing and rays of light appear from heaven*
Then i'll earn MONEY * more angels, more light*
hopefully a thousand a month * face lights up at thought of money*
and go shopping! YAY!

-THE END-

my gosh, because of the stupid H1N1 thingy, we have to sit in single rows and i'm seperated from my chonniekins!
i've just developed this penchant for True Singapore Ghost Stories, great boredom busters btw during those lame lessons like PC or CME.
the stories are totally bogus lah, they wrote in about fairy godmnothers-.-
and genies who apparently seal up your womb so you can't conceive-.-

okay i don't have the third eye so i have no idea if its true, don't want to know either, hahahaha.
seventh month is coming, then i'll be afraid to take the lift down:/

next year worst, leap year, hungry ghost festival lasts for 2 months!
i pray, really really hard that i won't see anthing, whether its my own relatives, people who have a crush on me, people who i've known in my past life or even claudia,don't get mistaken though, i love you very much:D

hahahaha! okay imma bake my durian/chocolate muffins now:D
they're in high demand! WHOOTS~